I have many thoughts going through my head.


Many thoughts.


About friendships, about men, about weddings, about time & distance, about marriage.


About dreams out of our control at night. And about dreams we dwell on throughout the day.


Things we think we want with all our hearts. And how that fades away when we see the reality.


Many thoughts.


Many feelings.


But they are not to be shared. Not now. Maybe never.


I'm censoring myself.