I can't believe this is me. I can't believe this is what I am going through. The pain was so great I just cried. A lot. It didn't matter where. At the doctor's office. In the car. At home.

I don't know how many injections I received. I know it was more than last time. It was more painful than last time. I could actually feel pain all the way through me from my back to my chest.

I didn't get lightheaded like last time. This time I was laying down on my stomach for the whole procedure. Afterwards I gradually moved from laying to sitting, to standing to walking. I didn't know how I looked until I got home and saw this in the mirror. Those welts were all the way down my back too.

I only made it through 1 movie. I was just in too much pain. I started getting ready for bed while it was still light out.

And can you believe I signed up for yet another round of this?! 4 weeks later. Here we go again.